The Worst Feelings Ever, According to People’s Experiences

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The Lone Star

Being left out of something by your friends.

Imagine being told by everyone what a great person you are, from the ladies what a catch you are, how funny and intelligent you are, etc., only to be rejected by every woman you ever go for and constantly have your “friends” give you reasons why they can’t hang out only to find out that they did exactly what they didn’t want to do with you with someone else on the same night.

I am at a point where I have two friends, one of whom is on the fence, and I am at peace with this. I just assume I’m cursed not to have any true connections in my life. Video games, shows, movies, books, they get me by. I’m in my 30s, so doing things like dating and making new friends is infinitely harder than it was while I was younger, so I think I may have given up on trying. I also know that my two remaining friends will be gone from my life the second they find romantic interests because that is just how it goes.

I’ve never had true best friends, and my only “relationship” was a year-long affair with a girl who lied about being in love with me just to have regular sex while her husband was in Afghanistan. That was a nice reveal the day before he got home lol I laugh because if I don’t, I’ll go insane lol.

All of this really comes full cycle back to everyone always telling me I’m so great, but if that was truly the case, why does everyone always have a reason NOT to spend any time with me? It’s not like I won’t go out of my comfort zone and do their things. I tend to ONLY do other people’s things because, god forbid, we do any of my interests. Yeah, this is a bit of a rant at this point.